Thursday, February 5, 2009
the worst day i ever had..gastric pain ...
headache
stress
but one thing keep me going is the promise
now i lost the hope...
sad is all that i can say
sick and tired of everything
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maybe i should write another time
when i feel better
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i'm not sure if i actually feeling better now
but i quite sure that i need someone to talk to
but since i will have no one to turn to
i will just have to write it here
i think i just feel like talking
so i should talk about...my day
suppose to a good day...
i skiped my breakfast...
and that was the main reason why i'm having gastric pain if i'm not wrong
did biology SPA
well...its quite mangeable i should say...
e-maths was after that...
boring
we did another test...
and i think i will so going to fail it...
as i did not even pay full attention in class
due to some reason
after he woke up...
my bad day begins
haha
(not trying to blame anyone)
and it continued
i duno what you want now
maybe im just not the one that you are looking for
no more empty promise please
i cant take anymore of it
or you can just say things clear
so we both get to settle down
now i feel the my heart is hanging in the mid air...
i feel so lost...
you know ...
i feel so lonely in the crowd of people
maybe there is something wrong with me ...
i suppose...
i hate the me now !
so there's a end for everythingso,i'm the one who is at fault
i cried,begged....now there is nothing i can do that will help
what has been done is done and should be done
now i will learned to let go
that will the last thing i will do
and i should have a brand new start of everything
i'm going 18 this year !
in just a few month time
i will have to control the useage of my phone
not only for the phone bill
for my self !
help me if you can
xinbei ♥ 
