Tuesday, February 17, 2009
feeling...stressedyvonne say that she feel that i didn't laugh as often as i used to be
so i notice the problem
well..
i thought i laughed very often
at least i still trying my best to fake that smile on my face
really stressed
now i really has no one to turn to or talk to when i face problems
a little piss off
but i will still try my best to be happy
faking that smile is making me even more sad
as i really do not wish the people around me seeing me looking so sad
neither my parents nor my friends
i believe I'm doing good
maybe I'm wrong to think that i might be happier without you
but i guess i have done the right thing to just let go
I'm the one who has the wrong decision in the first place
so i deserve to go through this
but one very lucky thing i found out today is that
i will be able to celebrate my lunar birthday with yvonne
as our birthday for lunar is the same day
how lucky
decided to go for the operation after o level this year
as i will got really nothing much to care about
all i have to care about now is me
my self
that's all
well..
today treat a few of my friends ice cream
as yvonne has told them that I'm treating
so didn't want to disappoint them
that's all for today...
yea...i will still put on that 'mask' as and where i go
until someone is able to share my thoughts
this few day has been writing all the short post
why is this happening
wired
i pray hard that all my friends have good health this year
i really cherish friendship now
its so fragile
i guess there's not much people knows that i had a blog
so I'm suppose to think that its safe for me to write anything i like ?
hopefully !
lastly
i hate the school really much !
xinbei ♥ 
